Oct 15, 2019

Medical Camp: Kg. Inarad 7-9 Sept 2019

Bismillah...

After the passing of our beloved Uncle Ooi, the Medical Camp Whatsapp group that I joined at the end of last year became inactive. I haven't heard if anybody else has taken over his post. Before he fell ill, I frequently saw him near where I'm working. He was busied with some renovation projects. May his soul rest in peace. He lived such a meaningful life to the very end...

After so many months and several times of missed opportunities (because I already had something else planned), Alhamdulillah, last September I was given the chance to serve the people of Kg Inarad, Tongod.

When I was first added into the Whatsapp group, I was surprised that the group is comprised of hundreds of people. And when they called me "Dr. Haziah", I was quick to clarify that I'm a Pharmacist not a Doctor. And later I was told that all medical support team are addressed as doctors.



Life was hectic as usual as the end of the year approached, so I didn't have time to get the details about the medical camp and remained clueless till the day we departed from KK. That morning I learned that this team is actually a group of 4 Wheel Drive (4WD) enthusiasts, those who organizes and participates in the annual Borneo Safari event. And during their so called 'free time' they would organize Medical Camps since they have the means to bring medical team into remote areas. And it's also a way for them to gather.



There were a total of 6 4WDs from KK and more than 10 from Sandakan; we met midway and had lunch.

That weekend we had to take the longer route because the bridge that linked Nabawan and Tongod was being repaired. That route takes around 4-5 hours from KK. The one we took was a 9 hours journey. They were driving soooooo fast and we still didn't manage to cut the time.



We were  driving off road half of the journey. Having gone through Jomsom-Porkhara road, nothing in the world could ever beat the road condition. So this was okay and since the 4WD I was in was a modified one, it wasn't that bumpy.

This is the neighbouring village


I was quite surprised to see Kg Inarad is actually not as hurm 'impoverished' as what I had in mind. The village surroundings are very clean and neat. There is a nicely trimmed football field where we laid our (borrowed) mat to star gaze at night. We set up our tents on the field at first. But the it rained heavily and there were lightning flashes all around, so we moved our tents into the shaded bleacher area.



This team had a slightly different way of operating the medical camp. We were divided into two groups; Medical and Support team. The support team are the drivers of the 4WD and  those who prepare food for the team. Most of them didn't actively take part during the medical camp since they were busy preparing for meals. But that was such a blessing for us who were tired after seeing hundreds of villagers because when we finished, coffee and kuih muih were all ready for us.




We were supposed to set up the medical camp in 2 villages, but then the drivers decided to bring over the villagers from the other village instead.


I enjoyed every single moment of the camp. I'm very glad to meet all the inspiring uncles who didn't slow down despite of being in their 50s and 60s. They remain active and have chosen to use their hurm 'fortune' (I don't know what word that suits best hahaha) to contribute to those who are in need.

I didn't get to join the last medical camp for this year since I was flying to Taiwan that weekend. I hope I can join this team again in the future. Amin....



"It is every man's obligation to put back into the world at least the equivalent amount of what he takes out of it"- Albert Einstein

"Think of giving not as a duty but as a privilege"- John D Rockfeller Jr.




Oct 3, 2019


I'm not depressed, don't worry haha
Just one of those tough times that I need to PAUSE, find STRENGTH and START again..






Sep 25, 2019

Trip Kak Long: Packing List

Bismillah...

While we are almost always excited as the next trip approaches, most of us actually dread packing.


My chingus and me were doing our packing 'together' just now. Although we were only communicating via Whatsapp, the process became somewhat fun that we shared what we are bringing for our coming trip. RR asked for our lists. RM immediately sent hers which was hand written on a rather weathered looking paper torn from a notebook. I noticed the date written on top right, January 2018. RM's nature of work requires her to travel a lot. Sometimes, she only get to be at home for just 3 days before she goes off again to another place thus she has with her a comprehensive checklist of things to pack.


Me, I don't have a list, to be honest. Years and years of traveling conditioned me to pack smoothly. Plus everything in my room are organized to suit my lifestyle and its pace; everything is compartmentalized according to groups and with that I usually save time looking for stuffs. But the downside of this is, if my things are moved, I really suck at looking for them hahaha


Now, I feel like it's actually good to have a list.. So I'll share what I usually pack~



The things in my toiletries bag and make up bag:

Detergent for laundry
Facial cotton pads
Cotton earbuds
Extra brooch, pins, hair bands and a jaw hair clip
Shower gel and shampoo (repacked)
Toothpaste
Toothbrush
Comb




And the list goes on...

Facial wash 
Toner (Repacked)
It's Skin Serum 
Moisturizer (Repacked)
Tissues (Facial tissues and wet tissues)
Sunscreen
BB cream
Blusher 
Brow pencil
Lipstick



I repacked my moisturizer into a 30 g container
My beauty regime is simplified during my travel haha
Luckily my make up is very basic and simple so I get to bring them all
I don't wear make up when traveling to places with extreme weather, though



I replace cleansing milk with baby oil...
Compact mirror is a must nowadays too!



Non woven bag
This one always comes in handy for anything at all
Most useful if I happen to be in an accommodation with shared bathroom




Sejadah
To bring telekung during travel depends on my mood because mine is quite bulky
But this sejadah is a must.
It was given to me by someone from my past. 
I hope the rewards from every single use goes to that person (^^)


Okay that's all for my 'BASIC MUST HAVES!'

Sep 21, 2019

"This Is Me Letting You Go"

Bismillah...



Recently, I've been guilty for letting self-doubt seep into my mind and dictate my thoughts. Alhamdulillah, I was blessed and privileged to have been fated to meet with the right people while the pessimistic voice was echoing ever so loudly in my head....

My self-doubt was related to 'timing'... 
Feeling that I was still not good enough for my endeavors...
Feeling that I still need more time before I dive into it...

But then I came across with something that reminds me that I don't own time..
The more I delay, I wasn't particularly becoming 'readier than ever', I was merely losing more time..
I was disillusioned by my strong desire; since the desire persist for a long long time, it made me feel like I was getting closer but in truth I was not aptly doing anything that gets me there




I guess, we can never be truly ready for anything no matter how much we prepare ourselves..
There's no guarantee that things will be easier, simpler and better when we delay things..
The route of great journeys that require commitment and responsibilities will always be challenging...

I was enlightened by the strangers I met that the greatest drive will ensue once we embark on that journey...
It's a continuous process that shapes us along the way...
And 'having it perfect' prior, in truth, contribute very little to the whole course because the challenges that will come won't always be something that we foresee.



"This Is Me Letting You Go" is actually the title of the book in the images I shared in this post written by Heidi Priebe.

The chapter I shared talks about 'The Right Time' in a different context...

*****

If we don't summon the courage to pursue, to take risk, to overcome hurdles.. we might be repeating "I'm not ready" for the next 20 years... or perhaps to our very last breath...

It made me wonder...
Whose voice actually is that???
That small voice that hinders our growth, stopping us from being the best version of ourselves, notoriously putting us down saying that we are still not good enough for upgrades...
It must be Syoitonirojim!!! hahaha

This is for us....
May it be a dream or a someone..
If it's the right thing to do, if he or she is the right person to keep by our side..
The right time is 'now' not 'later'...



And the above is what I had for dinner hahaha
Weird combination but...

"My heart chose you...."




Sep 18, 2019

Netball Workshop

Bismillah..

I was de-cluttering the notes in my phone when I saw the notes I wrote after our netball workshop. Intended to write it here for future reference.


I was never a netball player back in school; I can't accept all the restrictions. Netball could've been simpler if it weren't for all the restrictions hehe But, I think since maybe 4 or 5 years ago I decided to play netball anyway. It's easier to find people to play netball with. But, I'm still struggling with the footwork to this day...




Our team comprise of people who used to play in the past (except me) and still feel like playing today. We confidently signed up for a tournament haha and as a result of that, our leader decided that we should organize a workshop to polish our skills and update ourselves on the new rules in netball...




We invited Coach Azizan and spent 1.5 hours doing basic drills...

Passing

Do in pair: 
Chest pass, Overhead pass, One hand pass (30 passes for each hand), Passes at 45 degrees angle

Landing

Left Foot, Right Foot, Both legs (Static, Move back and forth)

Focus

L Shape, 3 players, 2 balls. Alternate passes.


Lol.. I bet people can't understand what I just wrote haha this is just for my reference during our training




We've been discussing maybe GS is a good position for me since I still can't control my footwork so I've been perfecting my shoots. However, I think it'll be quite a disadvantage if I'm against a tall GK hehehe



Sep 6, 2019

Recipe For Success: Post 1

Bismillah...

Sometimes I do dream of making money from my blog.. But I get anxious when I see too many traffic lol I think I can never be comfortable with fame. I also don't like to see all the affiliate ads on other blogs so I don't feel like putting them on mine.

I continue blogging despite it being unpopular for the love of writing. And I do hope readers (whoever you are...) get something out of my writing. If what I'm writing is of no substance, I hope what I personally share show you that life is not always rainbow for everybody.. It's always a sum of highs and lows...

I have a habit of reading inspirational stuffs since childhood. I don't particularly remember how it started but I've always been a big fan of "Chicken Soup for The Soul" and also a big fan of The Oprah Winfrey Show. Even until today, I never fail reading something inspirational on daily basis. So yesterday, I found this post "23 Things Successful People Do Before Turning 40" on this blog .

I'll summarize it here, but I think you really have to go through that post because it was how the points are expounded that appealed to me. Please bear with my tiny handwriting hahaha








Some of the points are rather obscure, don't you think? That's why you have to read the original post (^^)