"This Is Me Letting You Go"

Bismillah...

Recently, I've been guilty for letting self-doubt seep into my mind and dictate my thoughts. Alhamdulillah, I was blessed and privileged to have been fated to meet with the right people while the pessimistic voice was echoing ever so loudly in my head....

My self-doubt was related to 'timing'... 

Feeling that I was still not good enough for my endeavors...

Feeling that I still need more time before I dive into it...

But then I came across with something that reminds me that I don't own time..

The more I delay, I wasn't particularly becoming 'readier than ever', I was merely losing more time..

I was disillusioned by my strong desire; since the desire persist for a long long time, it made me feel like I was getting closer but in truth I was not aptly doing anything that gets me there

I guess, we can never be truly ready for anything no matter how much we prepare ourselves..

There's no guarantee that things will be easier, simpler and better when we delay things..

The route of great journeys that require commitment and responsibilities will always be challenging...

I was enlightened by the strangers I met that the greatest drive will ensue once we embark on that journey...

It's a continuous process that shapes us along the way...

And 'having it perfect' prior, in truth, contribute very little to the whole course because the challenges that will come won't always be something that we foresee.

"This Is Me Letting You Go" is actually the title of the book in the images I shared in this post written by Heidi Priebe.

The chapter I shared talks about 'The Right Time' in a different context...

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If we don't summon the courage to pursue, to take risk, to overcome hurdles.. we might be repeating "I'm not ready" for the next 20 years... or perhaps to our very last breath...

It made me wonder...

Whose voice actually is that???

That small voice that hinders our growth, stopping us from being the best version of ourselves, notoriously putting us down saying that we are still not good enough for upgrades...

It must be Syoitonirojim!!! hahaha

This is for us....

May it be a dream or a someone..

If it's the right thing to do, if he or she is the right person to keep by our side..

The right time is 'now' not 'later'...

And the above is what I had for dinner hahaha

Weird combination but...

"My heart chose you...."