My Convocation Speech~

First and foremost, I would like to extend my utmost gratitude towards Allah, the Creator of all being for it is by His will that I am what I am today.. Thank you Allah for all the gifts that You've bestowed upon me.. It is also Him Who'd grant me with loving and supportive family and companions that've made my journey in the path of seeking knowledge more easier than it could've been if I was to walk alone.. Praise be to You Ya Rabb...

Secondly, my billion, trillion or even zillion thanks are extended to my family members especially to my parents. Like other parents, my mom and dad sure did a lot of things to ensure that I grow up to be someone that excels. But what is most meaningful to me is that they were able to work together although they have been seperated for more than a decade to ensure that I'm provided with the best of neccesaties. To my other family members, my brothers, my stepmom, aunts, uncles and cousins.. Thank you for making this world so beautiful for us all. May we continue to work towards excellence in the world & the hereafter.. InshaAllah~

This is where I sought the knowledge of Pharmacy that I now use to contribute to the people (though actually in Kuantan campus)
I also would like to extend my gratitude to all my lecturers who've been so dedicated in educating us (^^)
Here, I also found something else....

I found loyal and sincere companions..
Congratulations to all of you.. Alhamdulillah that all of us were able to walk the stage together this year (^^)
Now let's continue our journey by contributing with what we know..

Another loyal friends...
Distance may put us apart but our hearts stayed together all those years..
These are the girls who've always been there for me to0 (^^)
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I learnt what it felt like to fall in love, endure heartbreak, strive to move on and what it meant to delude hate and gradually forgive. Credit to my mom who reminded me the importance of respect and integrity despite being hurt ever so severely.. (^^)
This is one of my greatest lesson in life..




I found my passion.. That is to BE ONE WITH NATURE..

These are the people whom I'd explored the jungles and mountains with.
Being with them, I sure learn the true meaning of mutual respect and teamwork..
We shared laughters, tears and fartsssss hahaha

Good Bye UIA... (^^)/

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Lelaki tua yang gatal itu...

This occured to me somewhere in June this year.. And here goes...


I was in the LRT, on the way to meet my friend when suddenly I felt the vibration of my phone...

A: Hello. Assalamualaikum. G, ko da katne?

G: W'salam. Aku dalam train lagi ni ha.. Jauh lagi ni.. Ko katne?

A: Aku da sampai da. Eyh, ko ade mood nak bekenalan tak?

G: Hah??? Mood nak bekenalan??? Ape pulak ni... aish~

A: Hahaha! Xde ah.. Aku baru kenal sorang ni. Die Consultant Engineer. Umur 27 and single. Aku nak kenalkan die ngan ko..

G: Hensem tak?? (dengan nada malas nak layan~)

A: Aku pon baru nak jumpe die la ni.

G: Hoi! Gile ke ape??? Ko ni kenal die cane ni?? Scary gile!!!

A: Hahaha panjang ceritenye.. Nanti aku story.. Aku nak kenalkan kat ko lah.. Engineer Consultant tu.. Stable weyh~

G: Hahaha! Oit.. Ko ni gile la.. Geli gile kenal2 gini.. Aku tak mau la!

A: Aku bukan ape.. Aku kesian kat ko je.. Die da on the way nih..

G: Oit! ko ni.. Bahaye kot! Eyh ko jangan gi jumpe die sorang2. Tunggu aku sampai dulu.. Ade2 je la..

A: Hahaha! ko datang la tengok dulu. Mane tau bekenan..

G: Geli ok!!!!!!!!! hahaha

After the conversation ended, I quickly send a text message to a friend...


"F, bole tak mesej gg tanpa henti dalam mase 20 minit lagi? Ade kawan gg ni nak kenalkan dengan guy mane tah.. Kalo kite mesej2 nampak cam da ade pakwe hehe bole ye??"

Luckily F agreed..

As I walk towards the meeting place, my mind was actually filled with wild imaginations..


What if he's a criminal??
What if he wants to hurt us??
What if he's a rapist!!!????


When I arrived, I was shell shocked!!!! Why??? That so called 27 year old guy looked much older than my dad!!! Wait... That doesn't sound right.. Hurm... He looked SEVERAL TIMES older than my dad!!!!!! Like around his 50's~ I SWEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!

Looking at his seniority, I guess my mental state had directed me to treat and response to him like I always did when I meet my friends' dads~ So.. Yeah~ I guess I was kind of polite during the short meeting. When he drove away with his Waja, I said to my friend..

G: A, itu 27!!!??? A, kalo die kate die laki orang anak 7 aku pecaye.. Gile ok!!!!!!! Tu aku rase, laki orang tengah cari skandal!!!!!!! Scary gile!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was freaking out like hell and started to nag~ I just couldn't accept it. I couldn't accept us meeting a total stranger which of course super duper dangerous. And I'm very sure that old guy was actually searching for prey to be his scandal! Biarlah bersangka buruk pon. I'm seriously sure my instinct is to be trusted...

A few minutes later my friend hand over her cellphone to me. A text message was displayed on the screen..

"Saye tak bekenan la dengan kawan awak tu. Die nampak skema"

I burst into laughter KAHKAHKAHKAH!!!!!!!

Alhamdulillah~ Takpe skema.. Yang penting tak terjebak~ hehe

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"My dad's death" as told by a 5 year-old

Do you know what fascinates me most in this world?? It's the stages in human growth.. From being a helpless infant, we grow into an innocent toddler and then into a hyperactive child and so on.. And I always find a child's mind is totally amazing.. From knowing nothing, we then start to understand and at the age of 5 or so, I found most kids just can't stop talking, very straight forward and opiniated..


I wish I could remember what was in my mind during my childhood because I was a chatterbox back then. One occassion that my family often recall to me was when I had this minor surgery on my left sole. NO anaesthetic was given and it was painful! I screamed on top of my lungs


"KAMU DOCTOR MEMANG NDA BERPERI KEMANUSIAAN!!!" and I was only 7 years old!!!! I'd no idea where that word came from.. "berperi kemanusiaan" is kind of bombastic for a 7 year-old, don't you think??



Yesterday evening, Idham open up to me the accounts of his father's death in front of his very own eyes and this is how it was told...


"Kak jiji, masa abah Idham meninggal dia baru balik kerja... Idham lari2.. Idham cakap "Hye Abah!!".. Sekali, tiba2 abah jatuh.. Idham cakap sama ibu "Abah pengsan".. Ibu pon lari2.. Lepas tu, kawan abah bawa pigi hospital... Di hospital Abah kena bawa doktor.. Terus baju dia kena koyak..."

At this point tears were already pooling in my eyes. Then...

"Pastu, Idham nampak ada tandas... Pastu ada banyak orang duduk atas kerusi... Pastu Idham pon duduk atas kerusi..." And then he went silent..

"Lepas tu??"

"Abis suda cerita Idham.."

"Aik??"

I can't help but laugh.. His story was kind of like "The Inception" in which the ending left you puzzled after all the suspense~ hahaha

You know, no matter how absurd the things children talked about, I always let them finish because they're so different from that of adult.. It's from hearing all the nonsense from Idham at the evening that makes me forget the entire tiring day at work (^^)v

*okay..last sentence bunyi macam orang suda ada anak~

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