Kakak yang busy body~

Today is the second day breaking fast with my family but my dear little brother was not around. He had an iftar and khatam Al-quran in school so no chit chat after meal for the day.. I was left alone~




As I was enjoying the taste of churned food in my mouth, I suddenly caught a glimpse of a familiar chart which I thought was quite awkward to be paste in my home.. A list of ibadah to be done in Ramadhan with ticks in most of the cubicles... We used to get that in UIA but for this year it was on one's effort to get it


I draw myself closer to get a clearer view.. A name was scribbled on the top of the table~


Mohd Syamir Mohd Salleh


"Owh its his~" I mumbled, carving a smile of gratitude.. Alhamdulillah~



My finger travelled along its surface to see what he did throughout ramadhan~ kakak yang sebok.. hehe Suddenly~ OUCH!!!



I saw ticks in the Solat Dhuha cubicles huhu~ tersentap diriku~ I didn't do that throughout Ramadhan but this dear 12 year old did had the effort to do it during weekends despite being busy preparing for UPSR.. Alhamdulillah~


"O Allah~ May his life be enlightened with guidance at all times and may his heart be stengthened throughout his jouney in this world"

I'm most grateful to see my brother is so obedient in such a tender age.. I really hope this go on and he'll continue to get better and better each day~

To have lived this world for 23 years~ I think I witnessed too many occassions in which people change; may it be gradually or drastically.. It gives me the creeps~ Because as far as I'm concerned, a good or an islamic family background, a good education, a good circle of friends and many more~ they don't gurantee or safe-guard us from negative changes.. Bad influences comes in many forms and could poison our thinking and behaviour in so many unimaginable ways and it could happen at any time~ even when we are in our 60's, when kubur sedang melambai lambai~ The most poignant part of it is when the individual doesn't realize it huhu A few nights ago a friend mentioned this to me..


"Sebenarnye didikan agame and family background tu memang a strong basic.. Tapi ape ape sume bergantung kat individu tu sendiri.. Individu tu yang kena kuat.."



Huhu I hope all of us are strenghtened in our journey~


Hurm.. I continue to trace every word that were available on the piece of paper.. The last column wrote Lailatul Qadar.. A tick was there too.. On the 22nd night of Ramadhan~ That makes me wonder... Hurm~ but then again. I guess I just let myself wonder forever why he'd tick that too.

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I seriously love this picture hehe