Just wanna let it out~

Recently I seem to be facing with a lot of difficult people with intolerable attitudes that render my soul bludgeoned and got me to my breaking points and thus result in tears falling from this big round eyes of mine uhuh~

I accept the reality that they are not perfect since neither do I but it seems that how on earth can these people have this great ability to affect my life in a negative way so0o0o0 much???

I won't specifically mention who and what these people did but I will explain how their attitude affect me and my point of view....

Ok person #1...

This person is a person that you've forgave for whatever this person had done to you..

But suddenly when you've already call it a truce and chose to move on and enjoy whatever life has to offer, the person suddenly gave you this weird cold shoulder and silent treatment as if you'd done some big sin towards the person...

Is it right to treat someone that you've terribly deceived and had forgiven you like that??

That once you've got her to say "you're forgiven" so then you can just become a jerk again...?

That is so0o0o0 wrong man!!!! She might be initially earnest in forgiving you but she's not an angel who could just say "it's okay" to be disrespected after forgiving..

I really think something is wrong with this person and this person surely need some time to recover from such insanity... Lets pray together

~may this person be in the guidance of Allah at all times~

and also pray so that

I'll be in a calm state to face such difficult attitude..

Everybody have their limits and I hope this one doesn't go beyond mine... I hope to handle it wisely~ There are so many things to consider~~ so0o0 many~~


person #2..

This type is actually not so rare.. I've been meeting this kind for so many times.. I got into my nerve recently and this means that this person have reached my boiling point.. Congratulation...
How do I say this.. Well.. To describe it in a concise manner, I say when this person is not in the mood, this person radiates negative energy and affect the moods of others around him or her from the shiny bright mood to cloudy stormy mood just by putting the gloomy, depressed, murky face.. Urgh~

Yeah.. the face immediately tells the people around you that you're not in the mood but DO YOU KNOW that you are making people think

"AKU KE YANG SALAH???"
And do you know that it's not fun to be around with such a moody people when you did nothing wrong to them~

Can you please keep away those gloomy murky face for the sake of other people's feeling..
Or could you just like, when you're moody, be away from all of the happy people.. because gloomy murky face cancel happy atmosphere...

Don't expect everybody to understand your moody expression because
I honestly CAN'T...

Okay.. those are the two difficult attitudes that disturbed my life a bit... I know they are not perfect and I am trying to take this positively by adjusting my lense every now and then.. But keeping it inside can be tough and agonizing.. I need to let it out... Thanks for reading and thanks for understanding~ a favourite song of mine :)

Sedihku sakitku ku terima

Ku rela ku pasrah jalanku
Ini suratan aku dicoba

Demi rahmat-Mu ku memohon

Yaa Allah ridhoi ketulusan hati

Yaa Allah beri aku ketabahan

Yaa Allah aku sanggup berkorban

Demi rahmat-Mu Yaa Allah

Di dunia yang sarat godaan

Ku mohon dosaku ampunkan

Ingin bahagia, Dunia akhirat

Turunkan rahmat-Mu untukku

Ada macam marshanda x?? hahaha ok just wanna loosen up a little bit lepas an emo post