Because Of You...

Amboi gelak.. happy skang.. tau la ade tut...

Friend: Jiji sehat?
Jiji : Sehat je.. Nape??
Friend: Takde la.. Ingat kan tengah angau...

Hehe these are the words from my friends that make me laugh when they appear in my mind.. Adoi.. It seems that many of my friends had misunderstood my hearty laughters that have been long absent since... well... having many problems with you-know-what. But actually this happiness is something that is natural and should not be attributed to the presence of one person alone.. I think actually I finally found the balance in my life...

The inner peace from the connection you made with our Creator; Allah s.w.t

The love network that gives you the sense of belonging to those around you; beloved family, caring friends, that special someone (hurm???)

Having an inner satisfaction from the things you love to do;for my part.. hiking, volleyball, study.. (I can be very studious when I want to and that time I am swithced to my NERDY mode when I have my spectacles on hehe)

Honestly, last time I was so0o0o0o0 spouse-centered. I’ve made my love life as a different element of my life and had set all other components (family, friends and the things I enjoy to do)stacked together and tried my best to adjust everything so that I can enjoy my love life and the other elements.. For instance, if there was a week semester break, half of it would be spent on the ‘other elements’ and half of it is totally his... And another stupid thing is that, every time when I have problem with my love life I would.. em.. well.. had minor headache and then I felt chills and then you can find me wrapped inside my blue blanket.. How negatively I reacted when how I response is actually totally in my hands and is fully my decision... hurm...

So now I finally found balance.. Lesson learnt..

My prepaid credits are not solely for that special someone, it is now mostly spent for my dear mommy babah and pijah hehe I always call them these days and have good chats, share gossips (not with babah of course), ask for their opinion.. I’m very updated with everything that’s going on in my family.. Both immediate and also distant relatives.. Hurm.. I’m now much much much closer to them.. Well, I’m a very family person.. But now I’ve just become a SUPER FAMILY PERSON..

I’m also in constant contact with friends from school.. I regularly chat with them in YM. Keep them updated with the things revolving in this beautiful life of mine.. Sending SMS to fellow friends at least once a week has also become a habit.. Sometimes I would just send them lovely quotes or just a simple word “I MISS YOU..”... Hehe And one thing that have made me so touched was when a good friend called me all the way from UK.. And I’m also happy when friends from school still find me when they need someone they want to share their problem with.. I’m still safe in their hearts.. Oh yeah somestimes I also discuss about study with them..

And then these days I’m always doing the things I love to do and had kept my life active all the way.. You can never find me in my room during weekends.. I’ll be out with my friends to enjoy our free time with the things we love like jungle trekking, kayaking, bowling.. etc.. FUN is of course one thing that evidently gained.. But what is most precious is that we are much much closer too.. I really think that now we are in third year, we shared a lot of things in common.. We also developed the same attitude.. Only third year girls know what it is hehehe

In terms of study.. Luckily I can also find balance and able to justify my hectic life with my study.. One good thing about being busy is that it helps me to be more organized.. Although sometimes I’m not.. But I’m gradually improving (I think..) But really.. When you got everything done.. Pergh.. The satisfaction is just like you’ve just found GOLD after rigorous digging.. But really, to be triumphant in study.. I’ll have to work harder...

So enough with all the babling.. So dear friends.. Please.. Don’t think I’m happy just because of one person..

DO KNOW THAT I DO CHERISH EVERYTHING AND TRUST ME.. MY SMILES, MY HEARTY LAUGHTERS, MY SUCCESS.. IT’S ALSO BECAUSE OF YOU... ALL OF YOU...