Music of my Heart

Here is a song that I love so0o0o0 much since primary school~ Nice lyrics, beautiful music (please note the guitar part!!! very beautiful) and I think Daren Hayes sang this song with full emotion. I can actually feel the 'love' radiating from his voice~ Chewah!!!


It's really weird how some song could last for decades while some in a few months~ Well, most songs today are like so short-lived.. A friend's brother once said

"The songs nowadays have no soul.. No soul in their lyrics.. No soul in their music.. No soul in the singer itself.. They rush to produce a song.. Listen to old songs~ You'll definitely find this 'soul' I'm talking about"

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My 2 wishes~

I was strolling happily between the book shelves in a shop in LCCT when I saw these two books. Both look appealing from the outside; obviously judging the books by their covers~ And when I turned the books to look at their price~ RM 70~ huhu normal for new release huhu Anyway here are the synopsis

This book tells a story about a rich girl who only thinks about today and now and never worries about the future. Suddenly her fate twisted and everything in her life fall apart. Then she discovers this mysterious book in a travelling library and the book shakes her world to its core~ something like that~

Actually, I first saw the book during my class visit in Penang. Mitch Albom is one of my favorite author and I have all his books!!! This one is more interesting.. Well, Albom is renown as an author who touches about the things that matters in life and in this piece he tells the story about two different people of different faith in their journey in finding life's purpose. What's unique about the book is the appearance itself. It look just like an old abandoned diary; really makes me feel like opening every page to unravel all the secrets that's kept in it~



Huhu my birthday is coming~ 22nd December 2009 and I really hope to get these books as presents haha So to friends who can't think of any gift to give me, I want these books~ I'll try to ask my parents if they can give me these as presents haha desperate sangat!!!!

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Me.. My friends..The Germans.. and Funfair..

It's raining outside~ I'm freezing (sedang bersweater dan berstokin) and literally lonely~ everybody went home today.. I decided to go home tomorrow because I thought I needed some rest and some time to pack since the journey would be lengthy, tiring, boring and too many transits~


I just can't believe it's already the end of my sem I~ I think my rajin seperti lebah didn't really work that well because I think I did badly in this final~ Adoiyai~ I'm going to have to prepare myself mentally to face the ugly result so I don't get angina pectoris~ huhu


Anyway~ Yesterday was a blast!! After MCQ, my friends and I went straight to ECM to do some shopping~ Then we spent 2 chatty hours in Coffee Street.. Well we had our laughs but I was sort of "in my own world" because the Germans were playing against Ivory Coast on the screen. It was not a live match but I was all excited because the last match I watched them play was last year's EURO: Germany vs. Spain


FLASHBACK!!!!

That night Abang was too tired to watch the final with me.. He had to do an overtime and went straight to bed after work. So, mom kindly offered herself to join me that night so there we were mengangkat tilam depan TV dekat ruang tamu~ I was high-spirited because I had high hopes.. I was clad in my German's jersey and really really looking forward to watch them win after years and years of waiting (I used to be a Brazil fan but changed to Germany since form 4~ But they never win and always got 2nd or 3rd)


"Ok mommy!!! Kita sokong putih tau!! PUTIH!!!!"




A few minutes after the game

"Adik.. Yang merah ni hensem2 la~ Pastu drg mcm lagi laju jak~ muda2~ Mommy sokong merah la~ Adik sokongla putih"

Urgh~ what a betrayal!!!!


I didn't care~ No handsome Iker Cassilas and No macho David Villa can stir my loyalty towards the Germans~ NO!! NEVER!!!!

And then my hopes were jeopardized when that quite cute blonde Torres tricked Pak Leman and scored the not-so-cool-to-me goal~ And guess what?? I'd a fever the next day~ hahaha I don't know why I love the Germans so much~ I think they're just awesome~ Their football team is awesome~ their cars are like so0o0 classy~ Mercedes, BMW, Audi!!! Huargh!!! and adidas is so0o0o0 co0l too hehe

So back to the future~

Last night was a BLAST!!! after the dinner, we went straight to the funfair~ It was unplanned but the bumper car was tempting~ actually the bumper car was quite lousy.. Hard to maneuver and we were driving at one side only because we can't maneuver the cars to the other side of the square.


We really really wanted to ride the orbiter since it is known to have made our friends vomit but we were full and I was wearing a skirt and Shifaa and Rei were wearing Jubah~ But that didn't stop us from riding this ferris wheel look-alike ride only that it is faster and senget and begoyang goyang~ The lock was quite scary and Rei and I sort of freaked out a little bit and actually mengucap before the ride starts hahaha

And there we were screaming~ haha not out of fear of course.. It was a golden opportunity to scream our hearts out after all of the frustrating papers.. But the "YEAY!!" and "AAAARGGGHH!!!" turned to "alamak kaen aku!!!!!!!!" hohoho!!!


We rode the thing twice to grant Zati's wish who also wanted to ride the thing but had remained quiet and only watched us play during the first time.. Kesian zati~ Laen kali luahkan tau (^^)

So0o0 that's all for Me.. My Friends.. The Germans.. and Funfair~
Sayang betol takde gamba~ Kesian Awe..

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SMSL Beauties~

Hey single ladies~~~ exclude Eyah (yang kiri skali.. she's engaged haha jatuh saham c eyah)

I want you girls to know~ I MISS ALL OF YOU!!!

Wah!! muda lagi kita tym nih~ haha skang muda lagi bha~

Young at heart tu yang penting~ (^^)v

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Aku Rinduuuu~ Sungguh aku rinduuuu~

Recently my mind is plagued with the weird cravings~ Not for chocolate~ I always manage to satisfy the stomach-wise hunger (or is it tastebud-wise???)... But it's the forsaken passion~ or is it the forsaken PASSIONSSSS huhu

I really miss my Karate days~ I miss the trainings, the tournaments, the lepak lepak~ huhu I really do~


I miss kumite~ I miss katta~ I miss all the fun and loving people in the club...
Ina, Max and Sue~ My besties in Karate~


I really wish I could continue with karate~ Maybe when I work in KL, I'll do a comeback~ Maybe I'll try to talk to Izan's sensei to join Shotokan training this holiday.. One training will be just enough to satisfy my thirst to actually do the moves~



I miss Handball too..

This is the picture taken before our final game during form 5.. We won of course hehe


About a year ago I joined the UIA Masum team training in Gombak~ Just for fun..Just one training anyway~ That was when I felt different~ Different in the sense that my stance were weakened~ yeah~ when you're right-handed then you tend to use your left leg a lot during the game~ huhu


Em~ I'm missing volleyball too..

Well, I only manage to join 1 training this semester~ urgh!!!!


The classes and attachments are seriously draining my energy~ huhuhu and there's no tournament~ And I even missed the selection session for a coming tournament~ But never mind because I'll miss a week class and a hospital attachment if I join that one~ Malas aku mau pi attachment sorang2~


I miss the mountains too..

Huhu luckily I get to climb Mount Bunga Buah heee (^^)v So many things deprived us from organizing progams~ H1n1 lah~ and then come puasa and raya~ and then quiz and then visit~ macam2.. I hope the Tapis expedition will proceed as planned this December... Please please pretty please with a juicy red cherry on top~



Hurm~ what's more irritating besides not being able to do all these things~ It's the fat deposits in my body which is of course so0o0o0o0 visible from the outside!!!!! urgh!!!!!!!!
Buwek buwek!!!!!!!

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Inferiority Complex: Resolved

blog-walking~ blog-hopping~ blog-flying~ wutever they call it~

urm~ sangat kagum dengan kawan2 uia yang bole speak out their minds~ sedikit inferior~ the titles of their posts are like

Tips tips dari Al-Quran...
Menjana Minda Pemuda Pemudi Islam...
Islah dan Tarbiyyah...
Kembali Ke Jalan Mu...
(tajuk2 di atas adalah rekaan semata mata~ Just want to describe what kind of things they wrote)

Hurm~ I'm seriously awed at how in depth they could actually discuss all these things~ I sometimes think they are even eligible to do their own talk show~ bravo bravo!

Inferior~ Di dalam hatiku berkata "Aku dak uia jugak tapi blog ngarut2~ Teringin gak nak tulis gini~" But then~

Aku dak SMSL jugak~

Aku ex St Anne jugak

So0o0o00 it doesn't really matter what I write in here although I'm a uia student~ Because this is what I call ORIGINALITY~

Anyway~ I may not speak my mind that much~ But I think I speak my heart hehe (whatever the difference is between those two)

This is my refined heart~ Last time I posted a broken heart in an entry entitled "Melancholy" but I removed that post because it was ruining the happy reputation of this pink blog~ heee :P So this one is a golden heart and it's hollow you know..

Hollow~ because I've given the inside to my family and friends and others who deserve them~ But there's still one piece of it inside... A special piece that is.. I secure it in a golden heart so that it is not easily taken~ only a "special someone" could have that piece~ (the "someone" who has not yet appear) hehe

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