Jul 19, 2010

What it feels to work~

It's been two weeks and I've written nothing about my job as a PRP in Queen Elizabeth Hospital~ How shall I start this..??? Every single thing was actually a rush.. I came back from my "adventure" on the 27th June; my flight was bound to Labuan so I'd to rush to KK on the 30th June. This broke damsel in distress opted to go by ferry since she's really out of cash. I didn't report for duty on the1st July since the letter only arrived at my doorstep that evening. I was expecting the Poslaju van but was too carried away with the anime series that I've missed.



I eventually left the Postman honking for more than 15 minutes in front of the gate. I thought it was the truck selling gas on its routine rounds hehe




Everything was basically the same with my other friends; plenty of forms to be filled, rushing to and fro about the hospital vicinity to settle adminstration stuffs. One unique thing about Queen Elizabeth Hospital there is orientation for new staffs and we've to collect the signatures from all the big bosses. That sound teddious to me at first. I was like, "This is so like school!" but then I end up liking meeting all those big bosses. They are so humble, approachable and have this quality that you don't mind them talking for hours, they say things that you want to listen



One of the deputy director talked about how to live life. He said that we've to make the hospital as our 2nd family which we love so that we will be able to give our service in consistent earnesty and maintain happiness as well. He was the one who pointed at me and told me to flirt after I said marriage haven't crossed my mind. He went on by telling how difficult it would be if I still have very young children in my 40's or 50's.. I say, he succeeded in making me freak out a little bit. I've never thought about that when I decide to delay settling down~ I mean not too late, just not in these 2 years..




I'm currently stationed in a satelite pharmacy (SF). For those who are not familiar with this, SF is actually the section that supply medications to the wards. We'll receive trolleys and medication charts, screen the charts for any ambiguity and if everything is okay, we'll fill all the prescriptions.
Here, clinical pharmacy is very much emphasized. They have pharmacist in every ward and there are already too many occurences where I witness the doctors asking for the pharmacists' opinions and recommendations in these 2 weeks. I've never came across this during my study years, only heard of it. About doctors being ego and feeling superior to the pharmacist, that just seem not to be the case here. I saw them working in harmony~ Respecting each other's role.



About my task, first I was asked to do filling to make me familiarize with all the medications that we have. Then came the counselling assessment in which I think I did pretty badly. I rushed in and out of wards everyday. Sometimes up to 10 times not including bedside dispensing. This happen when there's dubiety in the prescription so there I go checking the patient's bedticket. When I got back, I'll be poured with questions (it felt more like bombshells) and there I go rechecking the bed ticket again and again for the things I've overlooked. Sometimes, if I'm asked about a particular drug, trust me it would include questions like mode of action, minimum and maximum dose, onset and duration of action, storage and stability etc. The answers are of course not in my head and there I go flicking the books for answer or browsing through the electronic micromedex~






Unfortunately for me, the cases were always those that I'm not familiar with. They were never CVS, respiratory or DM cases. They are like Myasthenia gravis, typhoid fever, rheumatic heart disease and many more. I guess there were groups that did these cases back in UIA, it was just me who didn't pay attention~



So far, I still think I'm in the right career. There is just a lot of coping up to do in the beginning. Though I'm put into a lot of test of knowledge, I guess I can handle it. This is how life is as a healthcare provider, continuous learning. I would like to end this with something that a friend once told me~



"Living is always about giving out service.. We are given our role so we better do it right because if we don't, who else will?? Remember, you might know what someone else don't and someone else may know what you don't. Keep on learning and keep on giving out the best service you could.. And never expect something tangible in return when it comes to giving service~ You'll be dissapointed if you think like that~"

Jul 16, 2010

MIssing you~ World Cup

It's 10 pm right now.. And my eyes are watery, stinging and I'm pretty sure they are bloodshot right now.. I'm SO0O0O0 SLEEPY~ Well, I'm in the course of resetting my biological clock back to normal.. Like any football fan who've been faithful with the matches, I'm also suffering from POST-WORLD CUP SLEEPING DISORDER~ It's only tonight that I'm able to fight the desire to sleep until 10 pm.. Usually I would fall asleep at around 9 pm and was all wide awake and fresh at 2 am. With no match to watch, I would just blink in the dark while lying on my cozy bed (Not so spacious though. Currently sharing it with my cousin~)



It's only 4 days since the FIFA 2010 ended and I already miss it so very much. 4 years will be a long wait and by then some of my favourite players won't be in the team anymore; I'm very sure this is Klose's final world cup~
blogger-emoticon.blogspot.comI'll miss you Klose!!!!!!!!!!!


There's no more walking towards the TV first thing in the morning in the zombie-like motion~

No more pressing the red button on the astro remote control~

No more adrenaline rush- usually experienced a day before Germany's match hehe


And most importantly, no more watching handsome guys in jerseys~ unless I choose to follow the clubs leagues of course...


Hurm.. I was not that dissapointed when Germany lose to Spain and only make it to third place. I've predicted Spain to be the champion from the very beginning. Well, the team is well known to have many skillful players like David Villa, Fernando Torres, Cesc Fabregas and a very reliable keeper, Iker Cassilas, who manage to thwart most goal shots. This team have caught my attention since EUFA 2008 but still... my love belongs to GERMANY~




But I think my BELOVED GERMANY did just great during this World Cup.. With new young players majority in the team, it's okay for them to learn what it felt like to lose so they'll try harder in the coming world cup in Brazil.. The match with Spain was rather boring but the match with Argentina and Uruguay really got me jumping off the sofa for so many times.. Umie told me of what noise I've made during both match hehe Sorry~ It was my first time to see Messi steer the ball and successfully pass all defenders. I was astounded at how he manage to keep the ball at such speed and with that many obstacles in front of him.. Nice nice~



Though a friend of mine repeatedly emphasize that Germany's victory was owed to the fact that they've trained by using Jabulani since January, I really don't think that's the case.. Being used to the ball is NOT the only factor that contribute to the 4 winning goals in almost every match they've won. There are lots of other aspects too like good team work, a very nice counter attack strategy and I think they did good passes as well...


I guess that's it about FIFA 2010~ My heart will go on for GERMANY!!! blogger-emoticon.blogspot.com



Cogratulations to Thomas Muller who won two awards;

The Best Young Player and The Golden Boot...



Ich liebe dich Deutschland!!! \(^^)/



and oh yeah~ Someone new made it into my 'The Guys Who Stole My Heart" list.. It's Cesc Fabregas of Spain.. His agility, spirit and sparkling spanish eyes just make him sooooo irresistable to me~ And I only notice how good-looking he is after he shaved his beard :P


Te quiero Fabregas~
hehe




And yeah~ Lets put this hot celebrity of FIFA 2010 picture to0 hehe

PAUL the Octopus (^^)

Jul 11, 2010

Nothing is to0 Small~

I came across this simple story in one of my books.. The message is inevitably fascinating even with these few sentences...


As the old man walked the beach at dawn, he noticed a young man ahead of him picking up starfish and flinging them into the sea. Finally catching up with the youth, he asked him why he was doing this. The answer was that the stranded starfish would die if left until the morning sun.
"But the beach goes on for miles and there are millions of starfish," countered the other. "How can your effort make any difference?"
The young man looked at the starfish in his hand and then threw it to safety in the waves. "It makes a difference to this one," he said.

-Minnesota Literacy Council





After reading this, it was dawned on me of how I sometimes fail to appreciate small efforts. I guess everyone does; at least once in a lifetime. Some small efforts are even ridiculed with wretched mockery. Only a person with great personality could've survived from such insult and continue his pursuit without rancor and rejoice afterwards.. Those who fail to shun such insult would probably stop without even knowing what happy ending the small effort would breed~



To think of it, it's actually a perpetual rule that everything big starts from something small.. A multimillionaire usually starts from scratch, a plant starts from a seed and even in the creation of man, we were all once born into this world as an innocent infant whose needs and neccessaties were fulfilled by our parents..


To belittle small efforts is a setback.. A setback to attaining big dreams.. A setback to a long awaited victory.. A setback to many things that lead to the betterment of something.. The youth in the story gives a good example of a man with a steady conscience and pure intention; knowing his deed is of worth though to some it is absurd...


(^^) Ponder~ ponder~